"NICK! WHERE IS SHE?" Kim asked as she ran up to Nick in the waiting room.

"KIM! She is in her room, getting dressed. She is being released." Nick said.

"What happened Nick?" Kevin asked concerned.

"She collapsed to the floor in pain. She was holding onto her stomach, Aaron called 911....next thing you know! She has a miscarriage." Nick said softly.

"WHAT?" Nicole yelled.

"Oh my.....the rape!" Kim said softly.

Brian wrapped his arms around Kim, and Kevin did the same with Nicole.

Jessica walked out of her hospital room. She saw her sister, and everyone their. She immediatly hugged her sister. She said nothing. She just hugged her.

"You ok?" Kim said kissing Jessica's cheek.

"I'll be alright." She said. She squeezed Nick's hand lovingly. **********************************************************************

When they arrived home Nick helped Jessica upstairs to her bedroom. She was still a little soar, and she was pretty weak. He helped her get changed into her pajama's.

"Thanks Nick." Jess said softly.

He kissed her bare shoulder.

"Your welcome baby." He said.

She began to button her silk pajama top up by herself.

"I want you to know something Jess." Nick said softly.

"What is it." She said smiling.

"I realize that this baby wasn't planned, and I realize that it is hard to accept the fact that you lost this baby. But I love you. And someday, when everything calms down with the Backstreet Boys....I would love to start a family with you." Nick said.

He looked down on the bed, almost looking embarrassed because of what he had just said to her. Jessica grabbed his hand.

"Nick. That means more to me than anything in this world. I know I am only 18, but I know how much I love you. I know you would make a great father! And someday, I would hope you would father my children. Imagine that! I would be telling our kids how crazy their father was!" Jess began to laugh.

"Yup, and we can tell them about our first date. And all of the places that we went together. We could take them on a tour of our life. You would make a terrific mother." Nick said kissing Jessica softly on the forhead.

"Nick...Can I ask you something?" She said.

"Of course, you can ask me anything you want!" He said.

"We have been together for almost 2 years now. It doesn't bother you that we haven't slept together yet, does it?" Jessica asked nervously.

"Baby, I love you! And I love you no matter what. I'm not going to pressure you to do anything you don't want to do. Especially after what has happened. Our time will come, and when it does it will be so special! But, not untill you are ready! We have plenty of time for that." Nick said smiling.

"Oh Nick! That is why I love you so much!" Jessica said smiling.

"Anyways I believe that kissing is a great way to show how much you love each other." Nick said with a sly grin.

"Oh you do? Do you?" Jess asked.

"Yup, I read it in one of B.J.'s magazines." Nick laughed.

"Well, maybe we should try that out. You know? See if the statistics are right!" Jess said seriously.

"Good idea." Nick said.

They both engaged in a long passionate kiss. They enjoyed kissing each other. Each time they would Kiss, it was as new and as exciting as the first time they kissed.